Withholding nothing

Have you ever encountered a time or times in your life when you feel that your secret places need to be exposed, but who could you trust with those place? Can you tell a person who is really close ? possibly , but it will no longer be a secret when you tell another person. I have come to a place where I need my secret places to be exposed and my vulnerability to be cradled with love. How can I do that with holding nothing? I bow down to my most high God and I surrender all to you! With holding .

I'm in a place of feeling alone, but I know I'm not alone. I write funny true to life stories, but there are times I stray from the one thing that keeps me grounded. Life happens and time flies by and it becomes frustrating, because at my own strength I fail every time.  When I stop and take large breathes; in and out, I begin to capture the essences of the very being that  I owe everything to, My Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. While life is happening I can hear him speak to my heart, giving me his Holy word. Like a tornado I'm in a whirlwind, yet he places me in the eye of the storm to show me peace(withholding nothing).

I had forgotten to walk in faith and life was becoming over whelming to me.Where is my trust in him, where is my patience in his promise.  I was running from here to there trying to fill this thing within me as I hid my secret places from my own self. I realized I had stopped living. I was going day to day, work , home , work  home sometimes hanging out with the girls,but I couldn't tell them much of what I was going through and my conversation became superficial. The view of the world had begun to ring on every side of me. Why are you waiting til your married, get a friend , buy a toy!!!, so once you finish school then what? Your how old ?   Are you sitting for the CPA exam? Oh your move was lateral ? You want to marry?why? you love who? why? I don't have to answer any of these questions, why? because I had to remember my life is not my own. I must refocus and walk by faith, listen as he speaks and I've seen his work before I don't have to know the plan. Sovereign God

Withholding nothing with in my secret place

, I can breathe , Big Sigh.
I again Lord Surrender all to you, with holding nothing.


This ring represents the promises of God on my life
Chocolate diamond unique like me with lots of beautiful baguettes all around representing the promises I will see and some I may never see like Abraham. as they cascade down the band representing a complete circle of infinity.Promises to my children, my children's children and beyond…. Lets keep walking while adding Living to the plan…...