Challenges

Im trying to write my thesis and it is quite the challenge. I started while I was on vacation but what has me baffled is the 5-6 pages of general information on the topic. I was trying to complete it in the inter semester . Three weeks of intense reseach and writting is doable!  Well , Now Im down to one week and two pages. I did not procrastinate, seem as if I had procrastinated I would feel as if I was further along. I am a pressure motivated person the only problem is the pressure turns into stress which if not channeled correctly turns into twisted back pain and not walking correctly for 2 weeks. So much fun!!!! Im so close to end of the Masters journey I can taste it yet so far that my arms can't reach it.

The journey for 2 years of completing this degree was so much more than just going to school. Somethings had to be pulled out of me that only this challenge could have surfaced. I had to stop procrastinating I have an issue with procrastination on assignments. Commitment!!! I was a commitment phobe . I would prefer to avoid it instead of commiting to it (what ever "it" was). Focus, I zoom in and prioritize  things according to importance. Is it more important to talk on the phone with my girls or get the job done? Do I clean the house when that person in need is calling? When Im tired do I nap, or put myself last until I get ill and still dont tend to my self or do I listen to my body that says slowdown stop rest and then start again once you have gained your strength?  Yes taking this Masters journey has shown me so much. The degree will open doors

, but the journey has opened my eyes!!!

Lets keep walking